Monday, November 29, 2004
there are two chickens in the house right now.the other one is MIA,i don't know why.halim and taufiq are making alot of noise playing the playstation right now.that dumb sport called wrestling.i seriously don't see what is so entertaining about wrestling.
its just a bunch of big men flexing their muscles and another bunch of half-naked women strutting around trying to look tough.and don't mention the costumes.eee.
do i sound very happy in my blogs?do i?i'm not very happy right now.my life is in limbo,i feel like shit inside.
knowing how full of shit another person's life is can affect you alot.especially when that person is someone very close to your heart.i feel so guilty,especially when i realise how much more fucked-up im making that person's life is.guilt is a horrible hellhole to be in.
i look at myself and i see a heartless person,disgustingly empathic and hopelessly narcissistic.i think im the only one with problems.i may self-deprecate in my blog,but i think its time for me to really attack myself.i don't appreciate what i have.or what i used to have,rather.i suck.
don't get me wrong,i don't hate myself.i love myself alot actually.hehe.now you know what im talking about?im so...waddehell??i can laugh in such dire situations.i amaze myself sometimes.
okay okay pause.CHECK OUT THIS GUY'S GRAF!!!!
http://www.graffiti.org/east/east_out.html
im sorry,i couldn't resist,his graf is DOPE.
so where was i?
YOU SEE??i irritate the hell out of myself.i don't blame you if you find it hard to take me seriously.im supposed to be crying my ass off,bawling my eyes out,causing a flash flood in woodlands and here i am sitting and blogging.
ah.
funkadelic @ 10:50 PM
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